Matthew 26:36 Then cometh Jesus with them unto a place called Gethsemane, and saith unto the disciples, Sit here, while I go and pray yonder. 37 And he took with him Peter and the two sons of Zebedee, and began to be sorrowful and very heavy. 38 Then saith he unto them, My soul is exceeding sorrowful, even unto death: tarry you here, and watch with me.
Jesus suffered depression as mortal conflict loomed into view in the garden of Gethsemane. And in most cases Christians also go through times of depression where they feel like if God has either forsaken them or has forgotten about them. Frustration with God is one of the aspects of Christian life that can promote growth, and faith in God, if we stay the course with Him. Several Bible characters became frustrated with God and experienced depression as a result yet they came out stronger on the other side as they hung in there, and as they dug in their heels, holding on by faith to the only One who could save them.
Jeremiah 20:7 O Lord, thou hast deceived me, and I was deceived; thou art stronger than I, and hast prevailed: I’m in derision daily, everyone mocks me. 8 For since I spoke, I cried out, I cried violence and spoil; because the word of the Lord was made a reproach unto me, and a derision, daily. 9 Then I said, I will not make mention of him, nor speak any more in his name. But his word was in mine heart as a burning fire shut up in my bones, and I was weary with forbearing, and I could not stay.
John, David, Jeremiah and the twelve disciples went through some periods of frustrations, but they were made the better and stronger, by hanging in there. But being frustrated with God is not a good reason to end one’s life prematurely. If ever, and whenever this may be the case, the Lord would have us to understand that we still should not take it upon ourselves to take our own life. We are to wait on Him, trusting that He knows what’s best, and that He is not only mindful of our affliction, but is actively working out things for our best good.
Romans 8:27 And he that searches the hearts knows what is the mind of the Spirit, because he makes intercession for the saints according to the will of God. 28 And we know that all things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are the called according to his purpose.
May The Lord add His blessing to the study of His word. God bless!