John 10:17 Therefore doth my Father love me, because I lay down my life, that I might take it again. 18 No man taketh it from me, but I lay it down of myself. I have power to lay it down, and I have power to take it again. This commandment have I received of my Father.
There’s only one big problem with that testimony, in that Christ would have to die first, in order to find out the truth in the matter. That is the equivalent of telling a person that they have the power to walk on air, but to find out, they would first have to jump off a high cliff. When you see Jesus in the garden of Gethsemane, clinging to the cold ground with much weeping, it is because the prince of darkness was tempting Him with the thought that separation from The Father would be eternal.
He was also tempted om the prospect that the cross was the means by which God was seeking to get rid of Him. A very brutal temptation indeed. [The Desire of Ages pp 753] Satan with his fierce temptations wrung the heart of Jesus. The Savior could not see through the portals of the tomb. Hope did not present to Him His coming forth from the grave a conqueror, or tell Him of the Father’s acceptance of the sacrifice. He feared that sin was so offensive to God that Their separation was to be eternal.
Matthew 26:39 And he went a little farther, and fell on his face, and prayed, saying, O my Father, if it be possible, let this cup pass from me: never-the-less not as I will, but as thou wilt. 42 He went away again the second time, and prayed, saying, O my Father, if this cup may not pass away from me, except I drink it, thy will be done.
Matthew 26:44 And he left them, and went away again, and prayed the third time, saying the same words.
May The Lord add His blessing to the study of His word. God bless!